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"If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?"-Fight Club (1999)

This is our system Carrd!!! There is no mention of trauma here, just a small introduction to our inner family.For information on DID/OSDD, you can start HERE!PLEASE be respectful of our disorder as well as our alters (lovingly called rats)Not everyone is on the list, please respect that and do not ask about them.Also, I have several fictive alters that in media canon have done some... Not so great things, HOWEVER WE ARE ALL NON-VIOLENT. There is no need to feel scared of anyone here, we're just trying to vibeLastly, please know that just because an alter shares a name, appearance, as well as certain traits from a fictional character, it does not make them 100% identical to canon characters. We are all separate and very real people. As long as you are respectful, we have no issues with you!!PLEASE just remember we are not "characters", we are real people with real feelings.DO NOT HARASS US, YOU WILL BE IGNORED AND BLOCKED

Jack (Puppy) !

Host/Romantic Caretaker
He/They
2-26
5'3
Homoflexible
Lovesick dogboy
Very clingy and affectionate
Extremely sensitive
Trust issues but extremely loyal when trusted

Ice Nine Kills - Can't Help Falling in Love

Death Cab for Cutie - I Will Follow You Into the Dark

Milo !

Caretaker/ANP
He/Him
27-30ish
5'5
Gay/Grey Ace
"Motherly" and gentle
A bit unstable at times
Overall, an angel

Jake Webber - Mental Handcuffs

Kattan !

Protector/ANP
He/They
27-30
6'1
Bi/Demisexual
Heart of gold
Always means best
Doesn't take shit, very protective

EXO-K - Peter Pan

Joeie !

Child ANP
He/Him
10-18 (changes at times)
5'6~
Gay
Fun-loving bratty type
Dramatic
Childish and rude, but genuinely kind

Jo!

EP
He/They
18-Early 20s (changes at times)
5'10
Questioning
A little sad
Very reserved and untrusting

Mickey !

Emotional Protector/Trauma holder
He/Him
Mid 20s
5'6
Gay
LOUD AND SALTY
Easily irritated
Pretty funny when he wants to be

Jack !

ANP
He/Him
30's
6'0
Gay
Narcoleptic Insomniac
Very normal in most ways
Mostly comes out to help at work

Snow Patrol - Spitting Games

Stuckey !

ANP (ex-host)
He/Him
27
5'6
Bi
Annoying (lovingly)
People pleaser; desperate for validation
Genuinely happy and excitable
Trust and abandonment issues. He is probably the kindest and most loving rat, but he avoids people these days.

Donnie !

EP; Pain manager?
He/Him
20s
5'11
Aro/Ace
Very quiet and usually serious
Very dry humor
He doesn't like to front unless getting tattoos
Incredibly dysphoric when fronting

Dexter !

Main Protector
He/Him
Mid-Late 30s
5'10
Ace
Highly protective
Very muted feelings
Man's got jokes tho

Sal !

Trauma Holder
He/They
15-17 age slide
5'2-5'6
Wears masks when fronting
Silent, doesn't speak to anyone

Jesse !

ANP/Trauma Holder
He/Him
28-30
5'7
Questioning
Perpetual Sad Boy™
Quiet, pretty different from his blueprint

Dwight !

ANP/Trauma Holder
He/Him
30
5'10
Chaotic Gay
Chronically anxious
Kinda greasy
Bastardcore disaster gay
Loves Ayesha Erotica

Seether - The Gift

Adam !

Emotional Protector
He/Him
28
5'6
Gay/Grey Ace
Goofy and a little spacy
Thinks he's a badass but he's just a cinnamon roll

Aiden!

He/HIm
Only able to communicate with Jodie

Aziraphale !

Caretaker
He/Him
Ageless
5'10
Gay/Ace
Very polite, friendly, and nurturing
Has a tranquilizing effect on the body
Bad sensory issues
Besties with Castiel

Barnaby !

Social Protector? ANP
He/Him
28
5'10
Bi?
Not overly friendly, but nice enough

Beau !

Protector
They/He
35 appearance wise
Gay/Ace
Vampire
Will bite

Blue !

Animal Alter/Caretaker
She/Her
Plays with the kids and cheers them up
Can only communicate to a few rats like Steve or Ethan

Bruce !

Protector
He/Him
Mid 30s
6'1
Unsure
Very asocial and anxious
Doesn't front often but usually stays out for the whole day when he does
Usually very productive

Ke$ha - Your Love Is My Drug

Castiel !

Internal Self Helper/Main Gatekeeper
He/Him
Ageless (appears early 30s)
5'10
Ace
Autism Holder
Way too powerful???
Very monotone
A lot more kind than he comes off to be, may seem a little scary but it's just the autsim
Obsessed with cats and also Ke$ha for some reason